Disapointment

I told him of my expectations of being married. I was very disappointed of his reaction to it. I don't think he is ready to settle down yet, despite the fact that age is catching up on him. He is too used on having his freedom with his friends without any restrictions.

I told him my marriage expectations meant that the next step wiill be settling up a family, the focus should be on family while friends will need to take a step back. His unwillingness that was displayed in his expressions, despite his efforts in trying not to show, were too obvious for me to ignore. Friends will always come first despite how he claimed that they are just friends.

But most of all, I'm disapppointed because right from the beginning, from the very first day, he said that I'm the one that he wants to spend his life with. But it will not be, because what he said might just be sweet nothings after all.

Please don't miss the boat. The next one may not come anymore becoz that may be the only boat left to sail. The time to set sail may be up soon.