Alike yet so different

It seems that each time a entry is being made, it's always unhappiness and not happiness that comes in here.

We are so different yet alike in so many ways. I'm really really not sure whether if this is the path that I should take. The absence of a best friend in him makes me wonder whether if he is really the one. There were days when I thought he may be the one, there were, however umpteenth times when I feel that I can't take it any longer.

The biggest concern I have is that both of us have so different views in terms of opinions and views. The way we view friends, family, monetary and lifestyle are so different. Are we able to sustain for long? Or are we going to drag for life?

I want a best friend. But I lost him, which costs my heart. I wished for someone who dotes on me like never before and I got it. But it costs my strength, my views and perhaps sometimes even patience. Human beings are never satisfied.

Is there love? In my own way, that's what I always tell people. What is love? Seriously, I no longer have any idea.