Brink
We are now at the brink of our relationship. I do not know what else to think. My hospital experience has pushed us to the next obstacle and somehow, I'm not sure if we will managed to pull through this. Everything seemed not right. We just keep misunderstand each other's explanation and reasons and it made things even worse. I'm tired.
Half of me felt that this is a wrong relationship and I should just give up and move on with my life. There are many other opportunities out there and I shouldn't just stick on to something that has given me so much metal stress.
The other half of me felt that it's still worth a shot. There is such people around this world and it somehows amuses me and able to keep me dumbfounded at each response being made. The relationship is healthy in some ways, but disastrous in others. Our communications waves seems to always be heading for the downhill each time we try to express our views to each other.
Imagine what will happen if we disagree on parenting ways, financial disputes and household chores! It's going to be chaotic!
It's true that he dotes on me and loves me to bites. I can feel that. But where was he when I need him badly?
Something is nagging me to get to know moe about his background, on why and how he has become like that. His way of thinking makes me wonder at times if something had happened. How could a 36 year old guy think so simply and weirdly? Or is it, as what he claims, that my expectations are just too high?
I want us to work, but yet I'm tired of this all. I will be asked the same question again and my answer will still be the same. I loved him in my own way, and he has always been a good companion.
True love? I don't know what is it anymore. It was tarnished a long time ago...
Half of me felt that this is a wrong relationship and I should just give up and move on with my life. There are many other opportunities out there and I shouldn't just stick on to something that has given me so much metal stress.
The other half of me felt that it's still worth a shot. There is such people around this world and it somehows amuses me and able to keep me dumbfounded at each response being made. The relationship is healthy in some ways, but disastrous in others. Our communications waves seems to always be heading for the downhill each time we try to express our views to each other.
Imagine what will happen if we disagree on parenting ways, financial disputes and household chores! It's going to be chaotic!
It's true that he dotes on me and loves me to bites. I can feel that. But where was he when I need him badly?
Something is nagging me to get to know moe about his background, on why and how he has become like that. His way of thinking makes me wonder at times if something had happened. How could a 36 year old guy think so simply and weirdly? Or is it, as what he claims, that my expectations are just too high?
I want us to work, but yet I'm tired of this all. I will be asked the same question again and my answer will still be the same. I loved him in my own way, and he has always been a good companion.
True love? I don't know what is it anymore. It was tarnished a long time ago...
posted by Simplicity @ 3:34 PM
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