Tell Me...

I really don't know what's wrong with me and my life. Have I screwed up much?

I'm sinking deeper into my hole and I just can't seemed to get out of it. There were so many times I wished to tell this to someone but I don't know whom I should talk to, who I should go to. I don't know what's wrong with me and I'm really in a wreck.

How should I move forward? I've lost myself and my voice.

Where is me? Who is Debbie?

It's like I'm closing up myself to this world subconsciously and I don't dare to voice out my opinions and thoughts for fear of a backlash by others, of unhappiness of others.

Many a times I just wished to sleep and not wake up. How I wish so right now. Sometimes, being a human being is so tiring.

What will give me happiness? What will bring me happiness?

Please tell me